Sam Ash did not return by our house, or rather passed without my seeing him as he did not stop. Sam is talking of going up to the “Burg” We have been out of Sugar & Coffee for the last four days, which I have missed very much, owing to my not being very well for the past four days. I have rheumatism in my knees & legs, at times the pain is quite severe, and after sett= ing a while it is with difficulty I can get up and get myself in Motion, But once I get started I can go very well, but very often in some pain, Yet I keep going not withstanding – Oh I wish I could thing of something to write, I feel as if my ideas had all taken their leave or that I am so stupified that I cannot think of anything to say But if I could see you I would find